Discombopulated and missing some pieces.
My Mum's birthday is today, only she isn't here anymore to celebrate it.
I am very sad.
I feel very dis-jointed and out of place.
I miss her terribly!
I still have not gotten over her passing, so every holiday, every birthday, and even every single day is hard for me.
To lose both parents within a year is a terrible thing to bear, and I wouldn't wish it on anyone.
I have tried to be happy and move on, so to speak.....
And I really, really try....
But in reality.....
I wish she was still here with me.
I miss her smile,
I miss her hugs,
I miss her laugh,
I MISS HER!
I can only hope she knows how much!
I hope she can celebrate her birthday,
Because I still can't....