Friday, July 24, 2009

Happy Birthday Mum! Not!

Happy Birthday Mum Bear image photo pictureThis is the way I feel today, all upside down and scraggly....
Discombopulated and missing some pieces.
My Mum's birthday is today, only she isn't here anymore to celebrate it.
I am very sad.
I feel very dis-jointed and out of place.
I miss her terribly!

I still have not gotten over her passing, so every holiday, every birthday, and even every single day is hard for me.
To lose both parents within a year is a terrible thing to bear, and I wouldn't wish it on anyone.
I have tried to be happy and move on, so to speak.....
And I really, really try....
But in reality.....
I'm stuck.
I'm sad.
I'm lost.

I wish she was still here with me.
I miss her smile,
I miss her hugs,
I miss her laugh,
I MISS HER!

I can only hope she knows how much!

I hope she can celebrate her birthday,
Because I still can't....


14 comments:

jenn July 24, 2009 at 10:23 AM  

(((hugs)))

I hope you find some happiness today. Know that I will be thinking about you!~

Auntie E July 24, 2009 at 11:40 AM  

Oh I know how you feel:-(. I miss my Mom terribly. Some days are so hard. The blogging has helped. But the emptiness is still there. You know you could have a missing You Birthday party. Take out all of the photos and have a good laughing Memory. We had so much fun together. May I suggest Posting some of the happy Photos and Memory on your blog. I did that earlier on and It did help me. Be thinking of you today. wish for you wonderful memories. She would want it that way:-)

Anna July 24, 2009 at 12:01 PM  

I miss my mom, too. It was her birthday on the 18th of June. The 21st of July was the anniversary of her passing. Just like you, I feel lost without her and hate it every time my mind goes to the "Oh, I have to tell mom..." place and the jolt to the heart when I remember that I can't tell her anything anymore.

(((HUGS))) to you, know you are not alone in your sorrow.

Sandee July 24, 2009 at 1:38 PM  

I can so relate honey. My mom has been gone for 19 years and I still miss her terribly.

Biggest hug ever Kat. :)

Stacie July 24, 2009 at 5:32 PM  

I don't know how you feel as I haven't been in your shoes. I don't know what the right thing to say is. Never good at things like. I hope that you found some happiness in your day today! ((HUGS))

Dolly's Diary July 25, 2009 at 12:26 AM  

Hi Kat,
I do not sympathize with you but empathize, I am in the same place as you are, Along with the special dates about my mother, my heart is acking every day because I just can't go see her. Time has no power over us when we lose our first loves, our Mother and Father. So grieve whan you must
and know so many of us understand.
Love ya,
Janet :)

PinkLady July 25, 2009 at 12:56 AM  

KAT, i guess we can never truly move on, can we? death makes the separation permanent. on special occasions such as this, the deep longing is magnified. like janet, i can emphatize. it is really hard and sad. i wish i can cheer you up. but i am also in deep s***t over my own loss here. 4 years and i'm back to square one again.

this is really sad.

please take care KAT. i hope you know that i miss you, girl.

much love and blessings,

Bing

Duni July 25, 2009 at 4:23 AM  

Kat, i'm so sorry for your loss. It must be especially hard for you on her special day. I hope you find solace in remembering the good times.

warm hugs,

Duni

Tink July 25, 2009 at 7:41 AM  

I know how it feels... Hang in there, sweetie!

RennyBA July 25, 2009 at 12:59 PM  

I do understand you are sad, but this was a nice contribution.

Mike Golch July 25, 2009 at 3:46 PM  

Hugs,I lost my Mom in 2003,I still miss her as well.

KAT July 25, 2009 at 6:32 PM  

I want to give you all a big thank you from the bottom of my heart!!

And strong hugs back to you all too!!

Thank you! You all mean the world to me, and make me feel better.

:)
Kat

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